I...lost my conformation ring. I have this habit of taking it off and playing with it when I'm doing stuff (or when I'm just bored out of my mind) so I don't think I put it back on last night when I took it off.

So now it can either be somewhere in my bed, somewhere under. If it's under my bed then it's lost in the unknown world of my room 8| Everything I shove under there is all nasty and gross.

8(

So now to replace the fact that my ring finger feels completely naked I have Yamamoto's rain ring on my middle finger ('cos lolwut it's too big to go on my ring finger without sliding around everywhere.)

8| Psychology is pretty interesting. I like my teacher. But holy shit the work load... *A*; I will strive to make good grades in this class... kick things to the curb and that stuff~

orz; I will not be that person who crams last minute before a test. That was high school 8|

I have a crazy teacher for math. SHE'S INSANE. OH GAWD WHY DID I SIGN UP FOR THIS CLASS AGAIN?! Oh that's right, my adviser suggested it...that's why.

Well, I have to go read up on Chapter... o-oh fuck Chapter one I think? D| I'll check ecampus. (I think she said it was up there...)

And then do some "Explain yourself" stuff for History...

D8 as well as attempt starting up on my Psychology and Math if I want to.



alsdkjf; cramps suck so much.

<.<"

Seriously. How the fuck am I supposed to get any fucking experience in driving if I don't fucking drive.

Seriously. What. The. FUCK?!

I'm so angry that I could fucking cry.

I can't wait until I get damned insurance.

<.< fuckin' a.

TTATT; WHAT THE FUCK.

I HATE LIFE.

FIRST MY COMPUTER ACTS WEIRD,  PUTS ME ON A PANIC ATTACH NOW MY PRINTER IS PRINTING IMPORTANT PAPERS IN PINK?! I-I...

I WANT TO PUNCH A BABY.






if this is some sick fucking twisted way of karma then fuck you life.


I ACTUALLY WANT TO CRY AND CUT MY WRISTS IT'S THAT BAD. TTATT


(of course I never would do that, even in this amount of desperation..)

>; I HAVE SO MUCH SHIT TO DO AND I ONLY GOT HOME A COUPLE OF MINUTES AGO.

TTATT;;

FUCK MY LIFEEE.

• STUDY CARDS FOR JAPANESE LISTENING/WRITING
• RESEARCH MY ESSAY FOR JAPANESE. (WTF, RELIGION?!)
• MEMORIZE MY SPEECH FOR TOMORROW'S SPEAKING EXAM.
• FINISH MAFF REVIEW (and lol any notes I forgot so I can get an awesomesauce grade in notes quizes.) WTF 75. I WANT 80SOMETHING.
• FINISH ENGRISH REVIEW. (ffffff or start it tonight. IDK, MY BFF CHAUCER.)
• GET MORE INFOS ON ORE SKA BAND FOR MY FINAL IN DESKTOP. (wts, no more panic attacks. >.>" MAH COVER WILL BE AWESOME JAPANESE. if they only had the japanese font on those macs. I'M NOT LEARNING HOW TO DO THAT ON A MAC. EFF THAT.)
• ????
• PROFIT!

DX

Haha, okay so my aunt brought these two stuffed doggies from Halmark (I think?) for anyone who wanted them.

But then my uncle goes "Why don't you give them to the dogs?" (For those who don't know, my aunt and uncle have these two golden labs whom are brother and sister, and their names are Darcy and Lizzy.) and so she does.

That was Christmas Eve (we celebrated it early because my mom, aunt and uncle weren't going to be around the house much on Christmas day. Lemme tell you this, dementia and a some part on your neck that was fractured and healed the way it was fractured, is DEFINITELY a bitch. Getting old old is quite scary now. I'm shitting bricks, because I don't want to see this happen to my own parents. 8"<)

And so that was... at least two-three days ago?

And so now the two doggie plushies are hella disgusting wetish, from the slobber of the dogs.

D: One dog has little to no tail, because Lizzy decided to bit it off.

8( At least they're still together!

'casue those doggies love to tug on the plushies.

So... my laptop is still... "eh".

CPU is at 100%. >.>" After all the time I spent checking by hand the to see what programs were acting funny >.>" But it's... not as horrible as it was last night.

It lagged like a mo-fo. (Like, I tried to log in on AIM, and it didn't even let the AIM screen box pop up. It took me forEVER to sign off though.)

It's explorer that's acting up funnily though. 8\

Maybe I can tell my uncle about it sometime tomorrow. If not then I can get my cousin msondo to take a look at it, cause he's computer savy, and would know what to do that my uncle would not know.

FFFFF maybe this is a way of saying that I need to limit my times on this thing. It is three years old after all, and I think an XP/2007 computer.

:O on a lighter note, I got kanji practice cards from my msondo and his wifey. :3b

I CAN NOW PRACTICE FOR THAT AP TEST COMING IN MAY.



well. Time to get off, and give ole' Henry a rest.

lol yes. I gave him a name. I forgot his last name OTL;; but I think his name is now gonna be Henry Periwinkle. 8Db SHU
'UP. YOU KNOW IT'S AMAZING.


My christmas sucked. Big time. On top of this whole laptop WTF-ery. My grandparents aren't doin' so hot. D": My grandfather... well, his left arm is swollen completely. He can barely talk, and is in a neck brace. And my grandmother fell while trying to visit her hubby. So she had to get stitches.

D'8 I completly agree with this statement "when it rains, it pours."

And you know, out of me not liking alcohol. I could've done with a beer tonight.

FFFFFF.

I think I'm getting sick.

Or something..

Fucking migranes.

I think I need to stop sleeping in Algebra. I think it's what's causing my head to fucking pound every single day I nap.


Ugggh, but right now I feel really sick to my stomach. 3:


fucking Aries.

Wow, okay.

So uhh my mom just told me that she got a call from my grandfather's sitter.

And uhm, he wants to starve himself because he hurts too much.

wtffffff.

So yeah, I'll be out trying to persuade my grandfather to eat.



:o; and then maybe afterwards, I might get unlimited texting.


WTF FIRE AT GRANDPARENTS APARTMENT?! guh.

NOOO.

I'M SO PISSED. KAKASHI YOU BETTER NOT FUCKING DIE.

IF YOU FUCKING DIE, WHAT WILL IRUKA DO?!

AND BLEACH IS PISSING ME OFF TOO. NO MORE TO BE CONTINUED WITH THIS FILLER CRAP. WHO THE FUCK CARES ABOUT THE NOT SO EPIC FIGHT BETWEEN THE SOUL REAPERS AND ARANCARS?! I FOR SURE AS HELL DON'T. :( :( :(


I want two new chapters now.

plzkthx.

(wtff, don't get me started on the latest DGM chapter. PREGNANT AKUMA--YOU'RE KILLING IT FOR ME!)

So both my eyes are semi pinkish in one spot.

I hope to God that it is not pink eye.

I really don't want to miss any more days at school.

I have so much to do, I have a Beowulf essay to write. And it's due on Tuesday.
D: and apparently I picked out a really hard one.

They itch so much though D:

I hope this goes away by tomorrow.
If not I'm going to shoot something or somebody.

Feh, the only thing that's giving me problems is trying to get the prompt one sentence.

D: D: The rest will probably come natrually, minus the Harry Potter quotes...

And yes, as much as I somewhat dislike Harry Potter and its repetitions, I'm using it in my Beowulf essay, and compairing it to them being hero's.

Hay, it works. They're both epics. Got that hero's calling going on, they both reveal a culture, as well as that whole good vs. evil thing.