Had a band concert this past Wednesday. I guess it was the perfect time to tell the students (as well as the parents that showed up for the concert) that some of the seniors wanted to play for graduation. :| Apparently the choir seniors are doing it. They've decided to sing this year.

Apparently it was this big ole' tradition a couple of years ago. And as much as I love traditions, that tradition died. It died before my senior class even got there. But in the four years of my high school career, I know we never saw that tradition die.

And besides! What will we do? If I heard this correctly, the choir seniors get to walk. They come back and sing after the band is done playing I believe. THEY GET TO WALK WITH THEIR SENIOR FRIENDS AND CLASS. What would we get? Nothing. No playing for us.

:| I'm not doing it. I've played my three years. It's time for someone else to play. It's our motherfucking turn!

In other news! I didn't cry at banquet! |D I think that's a mighty feat! :D

Band Banquet was so odd though. They shortened junior/senior presents, and instead of calling the leadership team up to the front for awards they gave us paper certificates and made us stand. Lol, Taylor's mini-speech about me was expected. He mentioned a lot of things about me being a uniform girl.

But so anyways! Miyou spent the night after pretending to be my dad (XD my dad went out of town, so he couldn't go to the band banquet, so me and my mommy gave his ticket to Miyou. That and my mom didn't want her 18 year old daughter staying alone for half the weekend 'cause she went to some ranch Saturday)

Saturday we went out to see the new Star Trek movie. And I do have to agree with my teacher. It was amazing. I love movies where you don't need any information on the movie, or you should see the show before the movie. |D They explain things in detail. And, even had some of the major catch-lines the tv series characters say :D

Affter thaaat we headed back on to my house and watched more KHR. I'm done with the Varia arc now! |D I'm somewhere in the TYL arc noww~~ (to be precise: I'm right at the point where Byakuran pwns TYL!Mukuro.)

GOOD LORD. KUBO I'M COUNTING DOWN.
42 chapters since you haven't gone back to the Vizards.
I want my fucking vizards.

In other news. Nagato is totally gay for Yahiko. END OF STORY.

I really wish I had an iPod with more gig.

Thanks to pandora I'm addicted to these newish artists.

3OH! 3, The Shinedown, Hollywood Undead. Bands like that.

I mean it's not like I'm unhappy with Ulquiorra (s-shut up. I named my iPod. He was green and has a four gig. IT'S FITTING NO?!) But I can easily fill up 1000 songs on it now. Though I should really consider investing in a new one. I've had Ulquiorra for about four and a half years now. And the clicker is starting to dye. And I have to reboot it often.

LE SIGH.

Anywho. D: I'm so nervous tomorrow. My throat is doing a little better! But I feel like I have to force my speech out sometimes. D: I just hope that whatever the hell this is goes away, or at least gets a little better.

|D I'm so excited! My schedule as of yet:

Tomorrow: Three classes tomorrow. Japanese AP exam. Senior skit recording, wtf.
Friday: Senior skip day. PROM!~

I WILL TAKE PICTURES OF MY DRESS THEN! D| I SWEAR. So don't eat meee.

Next Tuesday: Japanese Officer '09-'10 officer elections~
Next Wednesday?: LAST Band concert~
Next Friday: Last Band Banquet.

Tuesday after that: TTGL TIME HOPEFULLY?! srsly. How fucking hard is it to get one bloody episode?!
Friday: Cosworx party~

Last week of May Tuesday: JAPORDY!
Last week of May Thursday: A-kon pre-reg!
Last weekend of May: A-kon~ (and lol dead week!)

First week of June: Exams~
Sunday: GRADUATION! :)

Oh, note to self. Read Lord of the Flies chapter two soon. D|

I really wish I was insured to a car right now. :| So we have TAKS testing going on at my school tomorrow, and seniors show up late at 1 for panaramic pictures. My dilemma, my ride is a sophomore (she has a car). She has to take it the TAKS. One of my friends doesn't want to drive because of a car accident (which is very understandable, shes a senior). Another friend of mine, I guess I can call her an aquantince, because that's how I feel now; probably can't pick me up. And the rest are juniors and have to take it as well.

My dad and mom both work. And I wouldn't even know when or where to start on by trying to catch a bus from an elementary.

If I could drive, well, correction if I was insured then I wouldn't even have to be worrying diddly squat about trying to get to school.

And honestly? Showing up at school at 8? I would have nothing to do, no where to go. Almost all of the teachers are being used as teacher aids for the test. If I were to stay in the band hall I'd be locked in with no where to go and nothing to do. (Well I'd more then likely be kicked out of the band hall.)

I really don't want to miss school tomorrow, because I actually have a chance in making up a test in AP Japanese. But if it comes down to me having no ride. Then what can I do? Effing walk all the way to school?

On a lighter note: I recieved a letter from Pickett (who's the head principal at my school). I was slightly shocked and surprised that he wrote me a congratulation letter for placing fifth at the Japanese Speech Contest. I know it sounds corny, but I guess I'm honored? idk... Well it's time to throughly think out my two journal entries for Japanese... =\

blah.

So, I have until tomorrow to get senior add stuff in. Jacky gave me the things I needed from her, and I have the text too.

( for ya'll sentimental people. )

But if I don't get a picture from Erin, then I'm just going to choose one for her, and hope she doesn't get mad later on. D:

ughh.

And apparently I have a mouse sneaking into my room. Oo;

:3; I shall call him Yuki. And as long as he doesn't scratch my face I won't kill him.

I woke up late. And on the way to school me and my dad ran into every red light possible. D:

I had to get to school early to pull junior boys tuxedo's. D: I'm glad that Whitney was there, if she wasn't then I would've had to do it all by myself. D:

It was slightly okay coz I got to text him :) made my morning more barrable. :D And then I got my senior add picture taken~ :3 And when I was picking up an over sized shako I opened one up and and saw a red clown nose and 'honorable mention' award from two years ago. XD I picked up Bo Roth's shako. XD;

lolol.

And then during fourth period this one girl who got moved to sit next to me and another girl in Desktop sprayed perfume on. I smelt it instantly, but decided not to say anything until the smell passed. It didn't. It smelt. REALLY BAD. D: ugh.

I've been sneezing a lot. D: I think it's my allergies. Or I'm coming down with something. D: D: D:

Today was a very good one ;3

I went to bed at 1 for some odd reason, and woke up around fiveish because of band. Got up and packed for the game, and then took a nice nap. It was energizing too XD;

Then I went to band, played lame drill team music stuff, and then made Mitchakes buy me a white chocolate hot chocolate. (With my money of course XD) It was good. We didn't even start band until 8:45 and we only did two run throughs--seeing as we only preformed the opener.

Then Jasmin got me some of the orgasmic cookies that are sold at our school. And then during lunch we had an interact meeting, it was alright. XD; I didn't want to go, but Adriana poked me (well she dragged me) to go.

I also got to read a little more of havemercy. I think I understand it now ;3 It was probably my mind being all "WEEEOH." band, and stuff.

What a good day, the clarinets FINALLY got section of the week
We got soda.
THEY PLAYED ALL OF MY FAVORITE SONGS IN BAND :3
We won our game! (We aren't going to play-offs, but I love the fact that we kicked Creekview's ass--by one point, and Berkner lost to them :D)

( So theres this boy... )
But now ish night night timmme~

So Homecoming/Senior game was yesterday.

We played against Berkner. We lost, but not as drastically as we had last year, and the years before that, too. (7-36? Somewhere along there.)

Haha me and Alex were going off on how much we hate Berkner. Fuck them. :)

pfft, no hard feelings?

But anyways, Senior Walk was fun. The band kids did their own walk, because the seniors started before we even got down there. :( And so, we did our own with hands up high (literally.)

But then someone like backed, or something, into my toe. It hurt/s.

:( And I now have a bruised third toe. D;

More on Homecoming dance tomorrow!

Let's hope I can get into my shoe... ;(

I hafta pack for the After After party at my friends house~ And then get into my dress~ ;33

So sad. ):

Today was the day that I learned my very last set for marching.

): I don't even know if I'm willing to even continue marching in college. I would very much like to if given the opportunity, but that all very well depends on my thighs, legs, ankles and feet. I know they're going down hill. I can feel the pain and aches in my feet whenever I walk too much.

But holy crap, this drill is really tough. I'd say it's ten times tougher then Russian Celebration. And that show was borderline.

I hope I can get through a full run without collapsing from muscle exhaustion.


fufu, and me wanting to get something done and ON TIME for once, was going to write a short oneshot for a friend who's turning 23 xD;
I totally was going to type what I had wrote in class, but I ache way too much.

): and I'm kinda hungry. I didn't have much of a dinner...
Maybe I should eat?

So I stumbled across the G4 channel and came across Cheaters.

WHY HAVE YOU CHANGED SO MUCH?!

D'8 it's so weird then what I normally watch and see on the WB33 station.



Oohhh basic channel tvs.... *sighs*


D'8 on other words, I start school this coming Monday. I don't wanna, but yet I'm (like a weirdo) kind of excited too, cause it's my last year. Blahblahblahhh.

Fuck, I still have to do summer reading and memorize the opener for band, and then stupid confidence (blarg to you Eaglettes, blarg.) As well as the Star Spangled Banner. 3:

Summer where art thou?

"I've had people tell me that you're almost done with school. But in my head I was just thinking that I was almost done with High School. There was still a chunk I had to go through with College."
Truefax. Truefax.

8D aha, as the title states.

The uniform girls got to put the bands polos and new band shirts in these little vanilla scented trash bags. It was a lovely smell, and then on top of that, we had to write their name and instrument on the bag as well.

8'D So I had the vanilla scented trash bags wafting and mixing in with the sharpie smell.

It was great. I got so stoved up, but it was greeeaat...

AHA, we got to put Nick in a box... Too bad his name wasn't Jack.

Then he'd be Jack in the box. XDDD;


D8 and this junior sorta mooned me. Because I had to go make sure that the boy's dressing room was cleaned, so I open the door slightly and ask if everyone's descent, and everyone was, they all had pants on, so I head in and begin picking up the shoe tissue from the new marching shoe boxes, and I see this cockroach...

o___o it was dead. But I point at it and go all "EWWWW COCKROACH!!! DDDD;" and at that exact time this junior decides to moon me, but I had a sinking feeling he would so I looked the other way, and the three other boys are sort of laughing because they think it's my reaction to his ass... (I've seen someone's penis, it was really awkward because it was sent through a text message, so not like an ass is going to bother me... And there weren't any boys I had a crush on in there or anything, so...) And then the only female director walks by and goes "WHY ARE YOU IN THE BOYS DRESSING ROOM!?"

And the kid ducks behind the door...

It was awkwarddd. Like woooah.

He apologized and did the push ups I gave him after they got the dressing room cleaned. And then he later brought over some pizza he didn't want. And it was cheese, I like cheese. Not that he would know it XDD;

Aha, but my friend who was in the dressing room at the time when the mooning happened was all "we totally thought your ew was to the reaction of his ass... But it was the cockroach... xD;;"

Ehe, I really don't care if I see a butt flashed in my face, but... if it was his penis... then... >///< that would've been a whole lotta awkward.

D:


Oh, I got my schedule redid. Ain't it perty?
Fall Semester
00. Marching Band stuff - JONESY (GRID)
01. Sym Band 2 - JONESY (F109)
02. ANL-VIS Media - McClelland (C221)
03. Teacher Aid - Nakashige (G101)
04. Desktop Publishing - McGinty (A111)
05. English IV - Van Volkenburg (B203)
06. Algebra II - Crum (C208)
07. AP Japanese Language and Culture - Nakashige (G101)

Spring Semester
01. Sym Band 2 - JONESY (F109)
02. Creative/Image Writing - McClelland (C221)
03. Teacher Aid - Nakashige (G101)
04. Desktop Publishing - McGinty (A111)
05. English IV - Van Volkenburg (B203)
06. Algebra II - Crum (C208)
07. AP Japanese Language and Culture - Nakashige (G101)

PFFFF. I REALLY WANT TO KILL ALEX WILL. AND I REALLY LIKE THE COLOR GUARD, BUT WITH THE WAY HE'S DOING STUFF AND FLOUNCING ABOUT AND MAKING IT SOUND LIKE THE BAND DOES JACK SHIT, MAKES ME WANT TO KICK HIM IN THE NUTS.

GO DIE IN A FIRE.

>.>"

srsly, I really love the color guard, but when he says shit like "The marching band doesn't do much" really pisses me the fuck off. I know color guard's hard as fuck. I know, believe me, I'm quite surprised they can do all that. And that's the reason why half the band hates color guard because of bigots like him. >.>""

"The band doesn't do anything? What you mean they don't sweat their asses off in hot drill days? They don't wear heavy ass uniforms?" -- Louisa after she had heard what Alex said.

Grrr... >.>

So, today, was the last day of the marching band clinic's. Whoo.

No more useless forwards and backwards marching techniques! :D Huuzah!

Oh, but wait! It's not over yet!~

Yesterday, I went over to Nana-chan's house after fitting freshman for their uniforms; and I got to see the whole "SORU! --- BURAKU SUTARU!" episode :D it made me giggle. I'm really excited to do Black*Star now :3 (Hehe, Nana-chan even suggested that me and Beni, who is our Soul, to just do that for a skit one time during a convention :D I'm half tempted now XD)

Hehe, and then, we went over to Sensei's house for the J-club party :3 it was fun and full of Rock Band!~

We went back to Nana-chan's house afterwards and I spent the night over...
We had a fun time playing the "In my Pants!" game XD;


Then once we woke up we headed over to the school to continue on with our Marching clinic torture. It sucked because I was sore, and some, stuff, happened, that made things a lot more, uncomfortable then usual. And it enabled me to bend down much, so I could do most calf stretches. D; It made me want to go curl up in a hole and die too, cause I was in tan shorts.

THXMOM.

But then, after we got into the swing of things, we had a shouting war.

It was actually helpful, because it got the freshman in the clarinet section to start shouting more in the commands. :D They didn't believe me when I said that it was helpful towards our marching, tsk tsk. Never doubt an upperclassman, more or less a person who's been doing this for now four years :D~~

But yes, after we finished we headed inside the band hall and collected our music. And then we dismissed.

And my God. Senior Dismissal, it's so... Uhgh, words cannot express how happy I felt when I was screaming "SENIORS, '09" at the top of my lungs. You could tell that all the seniors were anticipating it yesterday. Especially when Hayley called Stand Bye. And then told the freshman to just stand there and not say a word XD;

Julio: "O-oh my gosh! We're gonna do it!~"
Alex: "Ah! Ah! Here it comes!"
Me: "I'M A SENIOR NOW BITCHESSSS!"

God, it is the most wonderful feeling ever. Very climatic. :D *coughs and gets shot*

But yes, as I digress: Me, Abby, Bethany and Nana-chan had all come up with a plan to go see a movie today, yesterday. And so after I was done fitting the rest of the straggling freshman boys, I headed outside, had some one on one time with Mr. iPod, and called Nana-chan over, so she could be at the band hall so Abby's mom could pick us up to go see the movie.

And it was Indiana Jones.

8( Am I the only one who really liked it? Asides Abby, her mom, and Bethany, and maybe Nana-chan?

XD well I'm going to go make sure I have something nice to wear for the Graduation Commencement that's tomorrow.





AND OH TRACI!~ IF YOU READ THIS THEEN PLZ TELL ME WHO YOU WANT THE MAIN CHARACTERS TO BE FOR THE PHONE CHARMS~~~

So far I have series and characters from TTGL (Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagaan) and KKM, and PoT. But tell me the other series you want as well, and do you mind if I add a little extra to the listy? <33~~~

:D I need know! ;3

Yup, I think it's utter madness that we had to spend six ungodly hours on one of the most simplest TAKS tests out there. It was fun :) I really tried pacing myself, but, that somehow didn't justify itself. Seeing as I got done about 15-10 minutes before noon/lunch.

I don't see why we need six hours to take a test. At most: most of the kids in my room finished around 2ish. Or late 1ish.

You know what I blame? I blame the SAT class I'm finishing right now. Where you're really short on time. And also my English AP class as well. Where if you don't have your essay completly written at that time it won't get a high score as you'd have hoped for. Hell I even tried to distract myself by meditating and thinking about how gay those boring fatherly love stories were.

So after a whole session of revising and editing, multiple answers, short answers and crossovers and alas the "what did you learn from this person" essay. I sat down and continued reading Harry Potter, which I've neglected since this summer. It's funny how you let time slip by, sooner or later I'm going to blink and see that it's graduation for all my friends and that I'm going to be a senior.

It was somewhat frightening saying "this is our last football game as juniors." And I hear right and left that many juniors are getting letters from college's already awaiting to see if somebody will apply to their school.

I don't know why I'm spouting this all of a sudden; I guess what Erin said hit me hard in the face. "Come on, this is the last time we'll be taking this stupid test!" In hopes that would get us to move on to our represented classes. But then again, I think that I'm changing slowly. Gradually mellowing out. Hell two years ago you could've found me making fun of one tree hill, but now, I'm watching it avidly...maybe it's to pass time, maybe its because that station is the only station I can see clearly on my no cable television. Who knows?

Who knows where I'll end up, what I'll be in five years from now. Which is kind of odd if you think about it. But I guess I'm just pre-pairing for the future. But despite this quick realization I think I'm going to be ready for it. And like most seniors who have passed before us oncoming seniors, maybe I just want to graduate and go onto college.

I can tell you one thing though, next year will definantly be different. My class will be the first class to graduate with four years of high school. The class of '09 will be the starting point of most experience in marching, athletics, arts...and anything else. I hope for sure that our class can meet up with all the others. I hope we won't lag behind. Maybe we could show them how we work, who we are...and mean everything that happens. Make it count as if this is our only chance we've left....

Well as I get off the subject of next year, this totally made my day. "Did you know the guy who sat behind you didn't even make it to portion two? He wasn't even on his short answers or essay..." - Zilhwan (I think that's how it's spelled)

:( I hope I can get to go to Latte with Legacy tomorrow...

D: it's true. I. NEED. A. FUCKING. JOB!

I also need to start driving too. FUCK.

*ahem* Well, sorry for that colorful language. But here's some more, so pardon my rant.

ARG. I WISH I KNEW HOW TO QUIT SCHOOL! I REALLY REALLY DO! @____@; (lolol: Brokeback Mountain referance) AND ANOTHER THING: WHY THE FUCK IS IT SO BLOODY COLD?! IT'S EFFING TEXAS!

Alright. I think I ranted enough.

SCHOOL: why I hate it? Well, for once, I think I found a year that isn't screwing me over painfully. But then again, I'm not taking WHAP with Ward. Great teacher, fucky homework load. D: But seriously, I just think school's gone down hill since sophomore year. Everything was pure bliss freshman year, but then again, our class was a respectable freshman class. We even started "eff the seniors" but thats another story on its own. :D But really; school = concentration camp. I know, blunt way to put everything. But we're forced to wear ID's, we're numbered, we have to pay for our education.

The new 'law' at school now is first tardy you're given Saturday school. You have to pay $5 to go. Stupid much? I think so.

BAND: I'm actually quite happy (and full of joy) that marching season is ending. Personally I never really liked this year. But compared to this year we never made more then last place out of finals. We were "The Worst of the Best" a good title this one senior said my freshman year. But this year changed it all. I don't know if it was Mr. Taylor eating 'Bobby' or if it was really us out there. But nothing to me can compare itself to last year's Russian Celebration. I dunno. Maybe I wasn't putting much effort into this show is much as I put into last year...who knows.

D: guh, I have an undying urge to become drum major next year, but since I'm shy lil' ole Lindsay, I doubt I'll be picked but hey, optimism right? Think on the brighter side of life eh??

But anyways, I went to firewheel with Vehira and Lust Monday (since us lucky bloody Texans--Richardson kids had a holiday!) i got a good amount of X-mas shopping done :3 (got daddy, roxxxie, shimi, and rachel covered) D: hopefully me and Lust will get together this weekend (depending on how my dad feels) and get something together as a combined X-mas prezzie/b.day gifty.

LOL I'm getting new shoes. My dad think my shoes are pitiful...and who's not to blame him...THEY ARE PITIFUL D:

:3 hopefully I'll talk him into getting me two pairs?? *really wants red converse for flareon sentai--and checkered vans! LOL*



I find that our last IHOP run with the person who thought up of IHOP runs will be this friday. Ain't that sad? u.u;






I should be doing my TAKS'd based essay that's due tomorrow D: pfft.