Meme time. Horray.
[TEN] things you wish you could say to ten different people right now:
1) Fuck you and back the fuck off bitch.
2) ...Are you some sort of... player? Oo;
3) Thanks for not really telling me about anything really. I thought we were true friends. You told one person who has known you for the same amount that I have, and you tell others who have known you far less then I. But you forgot about it?
4) Chill the fuck down. I will listen to your problems, and I will try to help you. But don't treat me like a fucking doormat. You need to grow a backbone. And don't you dare take your angry rantings out at me. I bite back.
5) Shut up. The world won't bow or bend to your liking. You pull this shit out in the real world and you'll get a slap to the face. You fucking princess.
6) Who--who's coming over today? What?
7) Oh my God. Shut the fuck up or I'll beat you again and then cry over it.
8)
Rossui I lied
people the worlds a bitch and then you die
d.
9) I'm here if you need me.
10) Be free and fly with the angles.
11) NO I DON'T FUCKING KNOW MR. WARD[NINE] things about yourself:
1) I have extreme sleeping issues. Although I close my eyes and pretend to be sleeping I'm really wide awake my thoughts racing like Heath Leadger's. And because of this, I have extreme bags under my eyes. I also can't nap in the afternoon. If I do that I wake up with a headache.
2) I must be the only person in my group of friends to have obtained migrains in junior high.
3) I had a speech impediment when I was little. I couldn't say or pronounce things that had a heavy R or W sound. Rabbit was hard. But now, I think it's coming back slightly in the form of studdering.
4) I hate pills. I'm okay with swallowing like small pills but--pills that are fuckin' huge I could never ever swallow. So if I come down with a terminal illness that requires me to swallow pills I'm fucked. (Heh, I guess I have a fear of choking on it or something?)
5) I hate being OOC with anything. In stories, cosplaying, or roleplaying. I guess it buged me whenever I read a horrible fanfic and the character/pairing were completely out of character. So whenever I'm roleplaying someone new I get shit scared. I also get this defeated feeling whenever someone has something against the way I bring out a new character.
6) Haha, I still play with dolls. Whenever I'm in the midst of plotting something for a story line, I always act it out with dolls--because talking to myself will make my parents think I'm going crazy.
7) I love rain. I love thunderstorms. If I wouldn't get sick or something then I would totally go walk in the rain. It was always calming. And a sort of motivator to start something new! :D
8) Whenever I get into a new fandom and I see a pairing (whether it be het or yaoi) I will ship it until I find something else that's better. Dx Though this was not the case with Axel/Roxas. Which imploaded into little gay-fangirls = fagamuffins. I couldn't stand the noobs.
9) I stress out over most things. But in the end I meat it head on. ^^; a-aha. K-kind of like an aries? XD;; - Lol like essays, I write them the day or days before the due date. I make sure to dedicate enough time for me to write crap like that. Music - always look at an audition piece a week or so away from the audition date. D: bad habit is bad.
[EIGHT] ways to win your heart:
1) OMG. You like that too?! Share my interests
2) Have nice meaningful conversations that will last almost an entire night.
3) You be the one to start off with said converstations. FFF they could be about the weather for all I care. -- I'm so used to taking charge, and that if you start something off without me starting it, I respect that. :Db
4) For your mind to not be on what goes on in the bedroom on the first date... >:
5) Ask me how my day was. D: Even if it's lame.
6) Surprise me with gifts! :D; Because surprises are fun ;Db
7) Snuggle and cuddle on days I need it most?
8) Plz be in the same state/place as I? DD;
[SEVEN] things that cross your mind a lot:
1) What time is it?
2) wtff.
3) Not this again.
4) A--You okay?
5) Grit your teeth and bare it.
6) Must not hit--must not hit--must not hit.
7) What's on again?
[SIX] things you do before you fall asleep:
1) Check my different emails -- get all the things that need to be responded to done.
2) Listen to the crappy computer spazz like a mo-fo.
3) Do the little homework I have.
4) Get off before my parents yell.
5) Read fanfics off my PSP.
6) Sleep with my iPod on that goes off around 15-30 minutes.
[FIVE] people who mean a lot:
1) Pfft. My mom.
2) Miyou
3) Senpai
4) Traci
5) Diana
[FOUR] things you're wearing right now:
1) Russian Celebration Band Shirt
2) Black sweat/capri pants
3) Tan Converse jacket
4) Socks and undies
5) ring, star bracelet, and BEST music note necklace
[THREE] songs you listen to often (currently):
1) Bother - Stone Sour
2) Here (In Your Arms) - Hellogoodbye
3) Just Like You - Three Days Grace
[TWO] things you want to do before you die:
1) Finish all of my to-do cosplays.
2) Sit down, write my novel and complete it. Publish it? Will see whenever I get there.
[ONE] confession:
I hate the person I've become. D8