linlin ✪ chan
22 December 2008 @ 05:27 pm
Day 6 and 5 of happy yay!~

Yesterday when I was picking out a present for a certain someone can't tell, the person I know has an eljay and will tell herrr D; and then it'd be giving the thing awayyy. 8Db;;; at borders yesterday. I hadn't looked at the manga isle in a LONG time. And I stumbled across the Phoenix Wright manga.

8D IT MADE ME ROFLOL SO MUCH.

And then today I woke up at 1. 8)b I never wake up at 1. It's always some shit time like 8...9 at most.

Haha, so this is lists of lists. So I won't go crazy.
  • App Shinji for Evergrove
  • App Tyki Mikk for Evergrove
  • App Viral for Evergrove
  • App for Grimmjow for Evergrove (lolol, only if I gets Nana to do Ulquiorra~ :3;;)
  • App Matsuri for Disco(?)
  • ReApp Black*Star for Disco
  • Finish Adriana's yaoi B|
  • Write out an email to officers for club informing of what happened at previous officer meeting
  • Email Tomo-san for the Japanese translations that she took from me, and email her my ending part
  • Clean up room again?
  • Send out the three remaining X-mas prezzies I has
  • SPEND TIME WITH PEOPLE
  • Finish drawing for the HP RP art challenge
  • Have at least one more officer meeting for club
  • HAVE PERSONAL LIFE
so much shit to dooo~ +_#;
 
 
Location: couch
Mood: hungry
♫: weeeek -- NEWS
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
27 November 2008 @ 09:58 am
So I get to have three little girls over for Thanksgiving :3;

Yup. My nieces are coming over with my step sister. It's going to be an interesting Thanksgiving this year.

My mom's not going to be here for this one. It's probably going to feel weird too--coz she's ALWAYS here. But this year she's over at my grandparents with her sister (the one I thought used to hate me? Oo; YOU CAN NEVER  TELL WITH THAT WOMAN) taking care of them and making sure they don't cause havoc in their apartment.

Plus I don't think it would be possible for them to come over for Thanksgiving this year. =\;

Apparently my dad's going to have the children make s'mores, coz he promised them that? Owo; Idk?

But lolol, hopefully before the chil'ren come I can finish up Adriana's wonderful Renji/Ichigo one shot for her late birthday present :3

:O lolol maybe if I get done quickly I can finish Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows~~
 
 
Location: couch
Mood: bouncy
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
02 October 2008 @ 06:05 pm

"We should be lovers, and thats a fact."


*sing song voice* I CAN'T HELP LOVING YOOOUU~~

How wonderful life is, now your in the world...

Haha, lol okay. Enough of Moulin Rouge.

=\ So I've had the odd urge to have a smoke this entire week. I think it all started when I had that dream about me smoking. It was one fucked up dream, I must say. But after waking up from it, I've been craving for a cigarette. But ironically, I don't smoke. And I probably will never ever smoke either.

:) The one thing I like about being an asthmatic. D: You can't smoke much, unless you know, you want to fall over and die. But I don't want that :3

I just really do find it odd that I want a smoke...

Fucking fanfiction. I always make my characters smoke. Almost always, its one or mostly half of them that smoke. D: Guh..

But oh, when I was in the middle of English I stumbled across this one website that eventually led me to the goldeneagleband website. :O I didn't know they posted our music selections...
But I swear I've heard Bjork before. I think I was listening to him randomly one day on my way home. (I hate radio commercials, and when theres one playing on my radio station I station hop to another, it so happened that the two of my radio selections were going through a commercial so I flipped to the classical station.)

Kingfishers Catch -- John Mackey
Dancer in the Dark -- Bjork
Fusion -- Brain Balmages
Machu Picchu -- Satoshi Yagisawa
(:D The last selection makes me lol so much.)

But I seriously think my mom had a bowl of bitch-o's. This entire week.

She's been unpleasent as of late. D: It makes me very unhappy because she's taking out on me and my dad. And yet she's the one that always says I need to watch what I say... >.>"

 
 
Location: shit computer
Mood: restless
♫: Intermission -- Panic! At The Disco
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
30 September 2008 @ 09:14 pm
So sad. ):

Today was the day that I learned my very last set for marching.

): I don't even know if I'm willing to even continue marching in college. I would very much like to if given the opportunity, but that all very well depends on my thighs, legs, ankles and feet. I know they're going down hill. I can feel the pain and aches in my feet whenever I walk too much.

But holy crap, this drill is really tough. I'd say it's ten times tougher then Russian Celebration. And that show was borderline.

I hope I can get through a full run without collapsing from muscle exhaustion.


fufu, and me wanting to get something done and ON TIME for once, was going to write a short oneshot for a friend who's turning 23 xD;
I totally was going to type what I had wrote in class, but I ache way too much.

): and I'm kinda hungry. I didn't have much of a dinner...
Maybe I should eat?
 
 
Location: bed =w=
Mood: bleeh
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
28 September 2008 @ 09:05 pm
D: So this is slowly starting to become an unhealthy addiction.

I need to stop reading Vlad/Danny fanfics.

But they're so addicting.

Oh, and hey life?

Could you stop sucking?

I would like to at least have one good week that hasn't gone down shit hole.

Love, linlin.


and yes, I've had a really bad week these past few--er--weeks I suppose.
Willing to talk about it yet? Who knows.
Emotionally stable? No.
Possible breakdowns? Who knows.

And oh? Our football team scoring an amazing 47 points to 0? Absolutely amazing. A feat we have never reached in all my years of highschool.

3'8 I want a mini pumpkin. So I could prolli carve it and make it a chibi Stan and Ari into them. D'8

 
 
Mood: gloomy
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
22 September 2008 @ 09:22 pm
Feh  
So I seriously should be shot for my lack of patients on this essay.

Everything's going blissfully well, if it weren't the fact that I'm so distracted.

Ah, but you would be distracted too if you were caught up in a good Vlad/Danny fanfic. Really.

And hey, I'm doing somewhat moderately well. Despite my distractions, I started at, oh say around 7:00? That's always good, :) and plus, it's always better then like starting now or the next day XD;

I would've shot myself if I did that.

"I used to think that silence was golden."
New One Tree Hill. D'8 it was so sad. I thought, even if Q's a made up character for a television show to entertain teenagers to adults in their twenties/thirties, I thought the fact that they had Q's number embroidered on the teams jerseys was quite symbolic.

And is it just me, or should Nanny Carrie go die in a fire?
I seriously hate her, and the fact that her smile is more like a leer, and she does some freaky ass tongue wipe thing when she's plotting to steal Jamie.

God gtfo over it bitch.

Aha, I'm not bitter :D;

Now I must stop procrastinating and get back to working on my essay. (Which I would like to point out already has about a good three paragraphs already typed up~ And I need a total of five.)

 
 
Mood: content
♫: Scream -- Chris Cornell
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
06 September 2008 @ 11:28 am
B'AWWW

I WANTED TO CRY SO MUCH. VERY MANLY TEARS. THAT GAME WAS SO CLOSE TOO. A VICTORY WE HAD IN OUR GRIPS, THAT COULD'VE ACTUALLY ENDED WITH THAT 15 SECONDS LEFT.

JERKS. D'8

THAT LEAP WAS AMAZING. I WANT THAT ON TAPE LOL.




83 and on other news, I'm so totally crushing on this kid in baaand. ^^ Haha I was in so much denial when my mom and dad were talking about him to me during the band picnic. XD;



and i liek ttly got this lame band fanfic in my head (yay, Naruto and band!)
 
 
Location: couch
Mood: giddy
♫: Tenrai ~Divinity II~ -- Uematsu Nobuo
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
26 July 2008 @ 07:53 pm
That it does.

Lol, I went to go see The Dark Knight the second time with [info]thunderstorm_96, [info]mongoliabun, [info]hikari_sukuru and her crew, and Jeff. It was fun. You really understand things more the second time you see it. You also see a little of the Joker's thought process. Mmm, an amazing movie. Really amazing.... *Sigh's*

D: I had to pee ever since I got there, but it was one of those, "Oh I can just hold it in and it'll just go away." Kind of things. Until I started drinking more soda. Pffft, and they call that a freaking MEDIUM?! I would love to see their small. >.>; But I just didn't want to get up because the movie was too damn epic. ><; So as soon as the movie ended I got up, (after I waited for the rest of the gang to get up too X3;) and I headed to the bathroom. D: I'm doing this little jig-type thing, because I really really REALLY had to pee. So I see a stall open and I jet over towards it. I put my hand on it, and I sorta beat a lady to it. (I WAS THERE FIRST ><;;) She turns and looks at me oddly, and I freak out and go "Oh, sorry, you take it ><; *dance dance, looks for another one*" So she goes in, and comes instantly right out and goes, "theres stuff on it, you can have it." At that point I could care less if there was something dying on it. I look down and it's only pee. >.>; Seriously. Wat. The. Fuck. She could've like wiped it off with toilet paper, it would've taken a while. But it was plausible. It only took a few minutes. That just goes to show you how lazy us Americans have become. (Lol, and sort of rude from my part. YOU'D DO ANYTHING TO PISS IN A TOILET THOUGH, >.> I KNOW YOU PROBABLY WOULD!)

Lol, then afterwards me and [info]mongoliabun got to hang out more (Coz [info]thunderstorm_96 and Jeff had work to go to, and [info]hikari_sukuru had to do family stuff.) We went to Wendy's coz she was hungry and didn't feel like paying for the food they had at North Park. So me and her headed out to Wendy's. It was good stuff. I got a vanilla shake. :3 (I ate enough popcorn.)

And we talked about things. Friends over the interwebz, band, Mr. Taylor being weird, life. And of course our writings~

:3 It felt good bouncing the ideas I had in my head to someone who knows a little about what I'm talking about, and who doesn't mind listening to it. XD;
(Pfft, lol spoilers for my own series.)
I got to bounce future ideas for Catch me if you Can's sequel Die another Day. And I guess you could say Catch me if you Can~
The idea I had came from Sukisho, ironically, with Sora's and Nao's added personalities, Yoru and Ran. In Catch me if you Can you meet only two of the Biju's. Kitsune and Tanuki. They're different personalities in Naruto and Gaara. And just saying that has got me inspired to type up the newest chapter for Catch me if you Can.

Lol I'm sort of skeptical about posting it on this one LJ comm I joined~ Hehe, I guess I'll make a note at the end of the newest chapter and ask for suggestions.

=\ I'm skeptical when it comes to posting other things on LJ. I mean I have a fanfiction account for a reason~ XD; And I made this journal originally to post more fics, buuut.

As you can see that failed horribly. X3; Ah well~ I will find out if I should or not when my German translator gets back to me~ ^^
 
 
Mood: productive
♫: Carry on my Wayward Son -- Kansas
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
25 July 2008 @ 09:09 pm
8'B Soooo...

I've been a busy beaver. And my life hasn't even reached band yet.

D'8

HAHAHA LOLZ I HAVE LIKE TWO DRIVING CLASSES TO MAKE UP COZ I'M SUCH A DUMBASS AND DIDN'T GO TO ONE BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE A HEADACHE AFTER TAKING MATH, AND I NORMALLY GET A HEADACHE IF I OVERWORK MY BRAIN. AND ONE FOR ME BEING A COSPLAY LOSER.

I'm not spiteful, nope. I'm not complaining. However, my mother is--was.

>.> Anyways, I have my test tomorrow. 8:30 to 10! WHOOT. It's going to be funish: seeing as I'm gonna hopefully see The Dark Knight with [info]mongoliabun, [info]thunderstorm_96, and [info]hikari_sukuru

I'm just going to have to find a way to make up those two classes though. DX I really want to keep next week free off incase Bushra or any of my other section leaders plan a sectional. D: D: D: D: D: Linlin is not happy with section leaders but will stfu about it. D:

Hehe, I only half payed attention in drivers ed. I was to busy writing a fic that was semi inspired by [info]neocloud9with her fandom meme (which will be down below, incase anybody is interested in it--not like I'll get much but whatev'.) X3 Hehehe, and it seems so cuuute too~ Coz right now I have it as Arty taking care of his brothers and No1. X33 hehe~

D: OH! I found this extremley funny. When I was at summer school for the last day I got to play a game called "Ghetto." My character was a girl named Betty Jo. She had 6 children, and an 8th grade education. D: By the end of the game she had 10 children (D'8 I WAS THE ONLY ONE IN MY CLASS TO HAVE THAT HIGH A NUMBER.) along with a 9th grade education. I was a hustler.

=D;;; goodness. I'm never going to stop my eduaction, and have 10 kids. I'm cutting it off at four. D< BETTY JO HAS LEARNED A LESSON TO NOT HAVE 10 CHILDREN. DDDD< DO. NOT. WANT. DDD<

Oh, and on other funny news, Mr. Taylor apparently sent out an email to all returning band members (or to their parents. Whichever) and apparently we're not going to the games in Oakland. For fear we might get shot at. XD;;; I-I'm kinda happy about that too. D: DON'T WANT A CAP IN MY BUM. IT SOUNDS PAINFUL.

D'8

XD hehe, I'm being commished for a free wiggy~ [info]thunderstorm_96is going to give me her fail Malik wig that ebay messed up on. And shipped her the wrong one. So in turn I get to help half commision her Millennium Rod~ XDDD I find it funny because when I find the tube, (well in this case examine it, because I have half a pvc pipe tube hiding in m closet, I just have to check how thick it is--but I imagine it'd be easy to find at Home Depot. Or I could just ask my dad to keep an eye out for one for me ;3) I will have completed three Millennium items. XD All I really need to do now (lol I prolli never will unless we got a Shadi and douchedrop a Yugi cosplayer) is make the scales, key, and puzzle. XD AND THAT'LL BE NEEEVERRR.

:3 So hopefully I can get started on that, Black*Star's outfit, Daisuke's soccer pants, and restyling my Reever wig. Coz the spikes are starting to get harder and won't stick together much with my touchups. (I still have to finish taking out the got2b gel/spray out of it) It shouldn't be hard to restyle it~ I've done it before. 

D: Ugh, thinking about cosplay is making me somewhat nervous for the artist booth. D: I might actually just have to draw the phone charms. I don't think I'll be getting any money soon, and I'll prolli need most the rest of my sculpey for the pokemon badges, and a little here and there on a few cosplay things. *Bites thumbs/lip nervously* I hope you don't mind [info]vehira. D'8 I will do my best at drawing! D:

I should be studying for my drivers test, but I'm too busy working on profile stuff/writing info/HELPFUL info on Catch me if you Can :3. Lolz. But anyways, here's a meme for you.
Comment with a fandom and I'll tell you my:
One True Pairing Ship:
Canon Ship:
"If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork" Ship:
"You are one sick bastard" Ship:
"I dabble a little" Ship:
"It's like a car crash" Ship:
"Tickles my fancy but not sold just yet" Ship:
"Makes no canon sense but why the Hell not" Ship:
"Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it" Ship:
"When all is said and done" Ship:
 
 
Mood: busy
♫: Psycho -- Puddle of Mudd
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
13 June 2008 @ 10:04 am
SO, I've been up for, God knows how long.

o.o; I did fall asleep, for like an hour though, but that's not counting anything.

I FEEL ACOMPLISHHHHED ;D

Why?

I got ass load of meaningless cosplay things taken care of (now all I need to do is go get white scrub pants from Wal-Mart for Near, and that King Hat plush thing for Royal Yuuri and I'll be set :D

That and I wrote a Komui/Reever fanfic (that I'm debating on putting up on reever_reever community YYYYY/NNNN GAIZ?!)

*thumbs up!*

:D I got amazingly cheap tie for Kyouya, and free purple stripe (Thank you faggy school purple lanyards :D)



BUT OMGZ GAIZ, OKAY SO FOR OURAN STUFF, WE HAVE TO GO RIDE DA CAROUSEL AT VALLEY VIEW MALL BEFORE IT CLOSES DOWN! AND THEN WE HAVE TO SHOVE EVERYBODY INTO ONE OF THOSE SMALL ASS PHOTO BOOTHS AND TAKE COMMONER PICTURES ;D

WE HAVE TO!
*posts on DESU*



fuck, I want to cosplay, so badly AND CAMWHORE MYSELF OUT TO THE WORLD. *cough* I-I mean.... *innocently whistles and shuffles feet* 8D


MMMMM I feel like Harry Potter now.
 
 
Mood: bouncy
♫: Leb Deinen Tramu -- Digimon
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
11 May 2008 @ 10:54 am
8D AND FOR SOME ODD REASON, (ythx [info]vehira) I FEEL THE NEED TO WRITE AN OURAN FIC.

THIS IS GOING TO BE EPIC.

KYOUYA LOVE.

8DDD

AND HERE IT IS!

GO! GO! GO!




LOL SORRY IT TOOK SOO LOONG
 
 
Mood: cheerful
♫: You And Me And One Spotlight -- Yellowcard
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
03 May 2008 @ 07:03 pm
My life just got better.





CLICK HERE NOA! GO GO GO! )


GOKUSEN LIVE ACTION SEASON 1 SPOILERS! LOOK AWAY IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE SPOILED 8D )


:D
 
 
Mood: jubilant
♫: Through the Fire and Flames -- Dragonforce
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
09 April 2008 @ 09:47 pm
So, I haven't updated in a while. D: Not like anything important's going on anyways.

BUT LET ME SHARE IT TO THE FEW WHO ACTUALLY READ THIS... 8DDD

Why you ask I'm doing this? Because I'm bored and totally not slacking off on my Research Project ;3

So, my birthday was on the third. ^^; It wasn't exciting. My party was fun, we got shit done. We rocked out to Guitar Hero, and then me and a few people who crashed in the den got to see an old horror show. It was funny.

:\ I dunno tho, turning 17 just doesn't hold any value, sure I can go see R rated movies, and screw my folks' midnight curfew. (Not that they even enforced one anyways) Sure, I like the number, merely because it's my favorite slash in the Organization in KH. Yes. I know I'm a dork.

So, asides from spending some saved money on wigs, and then blowing the rest on "Jolly King" which I'm going to use to make [info]vehira's millennium ring for Bakura. Life has just felt like an endless, boring roller coaster.

I go to school, go to band, go to classes, eat lunch, learn, go home, get the mail, go to my bedroom, do homework, check all the sites I visit, talk to people on AIM, go to bed around 10ish, wake up at 6:50ish. Every. Single. Day.

It kind of makes me want a little something extra....I listened to this song on the way to school. It really hit me hard, and I felt completely stupid too, because it's almost an old song now. But, it sort of summed up life as it is right now for me. Like I'm going through a stupid routine. Fuck, who would've guessed, I hate routines.


But asides from routines, we got an extra added bonus of a physical in band tomorrow after school. :D I'M HATING THIS SO MUCH I HAVE TO EXPRESS MY LOVE FOR IT IN CAPSLOCK. <3 But yeah. The state of Texas has decided to make us band students guniea pigs for their field test of sorts. And I can already tell you, almost half the band won't be able to run a mile in 6-10 minutes. Hell, we can march that, but, not run it. It was a failed attempt from summer band. And that was oh so lovely.

Let's just hope my back doesn't die from what they want me to do.

Ontop of that, I get to have fun taking a Mock SAT test on Saturday! :3 IT'S EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED BECAUSE THERE JUST SO HAPPENS TO BE A SUPER SATURDAY SCIENCE TAKS THING TOO D8

And my science teacher decided to put up a wonderful "I'll give you two extra FREE science tutoring that you guys are in desperate need of if you go to the super Saturday this Saturday!"

DD: but no, I spent 15 dollars on a mock SAT test.



D: despite the routine I've somehow managed to get into, my writing inspiration is popping out like a baby from one of the pregnant girls at my school. :D;

I actually finished writing the 14th chapter to this story I'm writing :3 go me.
 
 
Mood: brain ded
♫: Chasing Cars -- Snow Patrol
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
02 March 2008 @ 12:23 pm
 Things couldn't get any more weird then this.

So, on my way to visit my grandmother at the assited living place I'm sipping a vanilla bean frap (coz my aunt loves mee >3< and was getting coffee for my grandmother) and I got reinspired to write this story for kingdom hearts XD; and you won't believe what the song was that inspired me.

Low by Flo Rida

XD and of course Party like a Rockstar (by the shop boys I think?)

Mmmhmmm, I can now truly say I'm going to get in touch with the gangster inside of me now XD;;

D: But now I must go work in my grandparents hot apartment (coz they get cold easily) and be a good little secretary and file things whilst my uncle, aunt and mom work on my grandpa's taxes.

>>=<< I DON'T BELIEVE IN TAXES! XDD

and evny doesn't believe in car insurance XD;
 
 
Location: grandparents
Mood: bored
♫: the computer humming, and my family talking
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
08 December 2007 @ 01:16 pm
I just realized....

Traci's b.day is on the same day when i uploaded Catch me if you Can



XD *shot'd* wow...

:3 So traci! If you see chapter 12 of CmiyC just scroll to the bottom for you're super special awesome online party! XD


*cough*



WALDEN DIED! NO MOAR! THANK THE LORD!


Oh, and I'm in second band now! YAAAAI!
 
 
Mood: bouncy
♫: hanabi -- akeboshi
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
13 September 2007 @ 09:13 pm
 life...just...sucks balls recently...

i don't know, maybe it's me? maybe not...

the war (band) it's just starting to seem like a fend for yourself or you die. i dunno...maybe...i'm just imagining things, but honestly, band is starting to feel like i'm in a concentration camp or on the front of some raging war...

as if somehow i've been handed my choice of weapon (my instrument) and have been instructed to fight, and if my comrads die, then they just die...no looking backwards, no tears, nothing.

the band directors aren't making a damn difference either, i hate martinez...i have little less more respect for gaylinger (like i had respect for him the first time?)

i want to quit but i can't
i want to give in but i can't
i want to cry but i can't
i want to drop down and just stop but i fucking can't...

all the reasons why is because i know there's somebody out there who'll somehow contridict me and prove that i once, used to like band.

"this is the gershwin shirt..."
"ahhh back when things were simple and carefree..."
--me and jazzy this morning


i want the simple years back...is that hard at all?

i dunno...i really feel like equailty from anthem...

unheard with no reason...

i'm  just a nobody
with no cause or meaning for life...


and yet another thing, thats really bothering me, school, i feel traped. relinquished of any power i had.

i somewhat wish i was graduating this year like that lucky whore fluffy... D:

i seem to be on dry spells for fics tho...hum...tricky...tricky...but i've found myself getting back with it into tsubasa... :D and i guess that sorta mkaes me happy XD

sorry for reposting, i've had nothing to say recently, but i guess this is equally worthy then the shit i put up on dA

but honestly, i've found a new love album, it so happens to be underclass hero by sum 41...it's like they found and researched the exact emotion i'm going through now...sadly...

but as sad as i can get, i've latched onto two new ideas for stories!

ichi: xemsai: saix has to pass his classes in order to graduate, the only thing keeping him behind, is his english class
dos: ccs--yue(HUMANFORM)kero: kero gets turned into a human, forthewin?! more to come ;D
 
 
Mood: apathetic
♫: With Me -- Sum 41
 
 
linlin ✪ chan
11 March 2007 @ 11:51 pm

H'okai, like I said from my last LJ I wanted to use it for more story stuff "before I post it on ff(dot)net" and stuff like that...so here's what I'm currently working on :D

Authors note: jesh it is Bleach, jesh it is GinHitsu
Rating: T~~ Kioku Shitaka?
Summary: Still coming up with one :D patients is a virtue! ^^
Title: Incomplete

if this works then yay! *huggles teh senpai*
 

Incomplete )

 

 
 
Mood: productive