This journal is really for my own personal use. This is purely for my own health. Not yours. Though, you're welcome to look at it and comment on anything else I might have forgotten~~ ;3b

For the future and now~ :3b The list you below is poorly alphabetized. The worker got lazy. XD;

( Cosplay )

And now here's a list of what I have commissioned :3b It's nothing big, but~ I like the ways they came out :3 Oh and of course, underneath the commission list is a list of what I'll be commissioning soon~ :3 (When I get my lazy ass in gear!)

( Commissions )

On mom's laptop. I didn't want to risk anything with Gilbo, so I'm doing math stuff on this thing instead. Every time I kept right clicking the mouse in math it kept saying adobe something or another. S-ssoooo I'm just playing it safe.

AIM looks beautiful on windows. I haven't IM'd anybody, but I can't wait to see my old background. Ahh nostalgia.

But yeah, mom hardly uses this thing (she uses the crappy slow window computer, go figure?) So I get to use it for math crap~

The only thing that really sucks is that everything is too big. :B And the sound quality sucks.

BUT ANYWAYS. HERE F-LIST. HAVE A MEME. .D.b

( Because I like stealing from people~~ )

Today is a cold rainy day. I got water in one of my shoes in the morning.

My umbrella wouldn't work properly. So I threw it away.

I had to depend on my flimsy purple jacket to protect me from the wind AND rain.

(It was one of those cheap dollar store ones)

I did the wrong problems in my math class

Then my English class got canceled. So I got to trek back to my car getting BOTH shoes wet. 8(

I literally drove home in my socks.


And then last night? I re-experienced feelings I thought I would never experience again.


I just want to go back to sleep.


8( thank god there's a new episode of RuPaul. /has a strange obsession with Next Top somethings.

Asides from tagging I've done nothing really.

I did some plotting over at discedo I'm going to be a good kid and only kill off two mayyybe three characters. I swear! And they would die thinking logically. Mori's one of the lucky ones who gets his windows broken. And on top of that he's already sick. 8|;;

And Flint doesn't really have a place he's been roaming around. orz;

I also got to plot something really adorable with Tsubaki-mun in sortinghat_rp >w<~~ Black☆Star's going to be making these realllly horribly burnt cupcakes for her. And then give everyone else his autographs~


A-And I was mentioned in a good secret to day on rp!s 83

THIS SHIT WAS ON LIKE DONKEY KONG. wtf self. i thought i had a tag for this series. tsk tsk.

OH MY GOD THIS EPISODE.

I thought Tamera was bff's with Vicki. But then she like turns around and does this 180? 8|

"HOUSEWIFE SAYS WUT?"

I'm pretty sure if someone was given enough time to spend a day with Simon and Tamera they'd know that Simon was a pretty commanding guy. It works for Alexis and Jim, because Alexis is that blonde bimbo-type is devoted, blahblahblah. She goes with it

Looking at Simon and Tamera's relationship? :| You can just tell that she doesn't like the way he treats her.

Oh well. Simon filed for divorce recently so--SOMETHING something must have gone wrong later on. Simon just reminds me of a woman anyways. He's such a pussy.

And Jesus. Vicki is right. Which housewife has a /real/ job. Stay at home mom brings in no money, (and Alexis you have two nannies. You're not really doing anything.) Lynne's just starting her cuff company. But that was recent. I do--oh wait, I do know. Tamera helps sell houses. RECENTLY. Gretchen? She at least had a job in the past, and is now trying to start one up again. So... :\

ALL THE JOBS ARE RECENT THOUGH. Vicki's probably worked the longest :\

Shittiest morning ever.

I didn't go to sleep till two something because I was trying to finish my math homework. I got most of them answered. There are a few I really didn't know how to solve, so I left those alone for me to figure out later on.

I had a plan today. Go to school with mom's laptop. Get speech out of the way and then do all the rest of the math I need to via laptop. Try and find my math professor, show him my stuff. Get test permit and go take the math test.

Seems like a nice plan no?

8\ I overslept. Like a boss. Apparently my dad tried to wake me up? idek. I didn't even hear my alarm clock going off so I must have been in some deep sleep. in all honesty he woke me up from a really nice dream.

So he asks if I'm going to class (I didn't go for the last two days because I was generally feeling like crap) and I'm like "nggh yeah? what time is it? /omg can't see"

He tells me the time I groan, get out of bed and I followed him into the den. Then he proceeds to yell at me. And tells me I'm loosing it. The fuckcakes man?!

I'm loosing it? How the hell am I loosing it?! I accidentally overslept, so that's enough warrant to tell me that I'm loosing it? I just asked you a question you had no right to go off and friggin yell at me like I'm a dumb dog that pissed on the carpet!

And you seriously wonder why I hate living here sometimes? I'm surprised I'm not a full-fledged hikikomori yet. Honestly, it's shit like this that makes me want to get out of this fucking house.

Math is overrated.

8|

That is all.

BUT I GOT MY ANNOTATED LOVECRAFT TODAY!

It finally came in :3

I can finally read At the Madness in Mountains.

that is all!

oh, and as for the tagging?

I chooose:

mizure, abacusaddict20, smzeldarules, annnd uhhm neocloud9

Confused? Read my latest entry |DD

shuffle your music and answer. no cheating. tag people.

( This is what I do in math class )

I'll tag when I get home :Bb

Sorry for all the spam :B

But I do have another question:

For those who read Kuroshitsuji, or love Kuroshitsuji icons follow this link. Who would be happy to see this in the Kuro icon comm? Would you rather to see them colored or as is?

It's not a big load of icons. But I'm just curious.

If you don't know anything about Kuroshitsuji, but love icons I would love any input |DD

Today's my disco-versary. I can't believe I've lasted a year there ♥

I've apped some characters and I've dropped some characters.

I used to have seven characters there, now I have five. And one on the way hopefully~

○ Viral
○ Reever Wenhamm
• Takeshi Yamamoto
• Isaac Dian
○ Debbito
○ Spain
• Takashi Morinozuka
○ Blood Dupre
• Flint Lockwood
• Kukai Souma

Hee ☆(≧ω≦)~

oi, f-list. I want to know how many of you would get annoyed if someone spoke to you constantly in a different language.

So this one guy I know (I've always been on rocky terms with him. Mostly because he's one of those guys that never thinks he's wrong "FEAR ME AND MY SMART PEEN" kind of attitude) is taking Japanese in college right now.

He's talking to one of my other guy friends in Japanese on facebook.

Here's the conversation I had with him after seeing his spam. (Normally I let this crap go, but jesus, it's gone on for too long)

Me: I don't care what kind of bothering you're doing but jeez. At least have the decency to talk to him in a language he understands. How do you think it feels having someone talk to you in a completely different language? It gets annoying. And it's annoying to see. If you want to /brag/ about your skills talk to someone who understand it 8|

Him: it happens all the time at my school. so i learned not to care so much

Me: In YOUR school. This happens to YOU. You go to a school with Asians that know different languages, you're bound to face something like this. However, not many people speak Japanese in Texas.

Him: not many speak anything other than english. so to avoid notifying the shit out of raul. I'm used to it, he can use an online translator (it's free and it takes like a minute to do). plus, he spoke to me in spanish, i don't know spanish, but you don't see me complaining about it. if it really bothered him that much, he wouldn't have done it to me.

it's a joke, and we both know it.


I would have responded to that, but you know what. I really don't want to argue with him anymore.

OKAY FIRST OF ALL. ANYONE would know you can't trust online translators. Especially with the Japanese language. THEY ALWAYS FUCK SHIT UP. I know first hand experience because I tried to do Japanese homework with it not knowing any better.

SECOND OF ALL? HE PROBABLY RETALIATED FOR ALL THE SHIT YOU'VE TYPED. You started speaking in a different langauge to him first.

ngghh asdflksj.fk. I had to actually upload an icon for this because all my other ones can't give me enough rage. King Stan, you are a beautiful creature.

Dear AT&T, where do you get off? How can you live with yourself at night? How can you just cut your tv connections off every now and then? With your tasty blue screen of death and that says to press OK. I can't believe you. Everything is not okay.

By now you must have realized that I have nothing but good bad things to say about you. AT&T? Keep doing what you're doing.



But no really. AT&T U-Verse. Stop being a dick. I really hate it when you "loose connection" or whatever. It pisses me off. What the hell was my dad thinking when he signed us up for this shit?

I preferred having the Dish than U-Verse. B|



and yes, I did steal that from family guy. Peter talking to the Life cereal peeps.

I'm just a list ignore mee. Important stuff at the bottom.

♌ Finish up Call of Cthulhu, read the poems in CP (as designated by the syllabus)
♌ Read those two/three essays for Cultural Studies.
♌ Chapter 11 (outline this too.) for music appreciation
♌ Pray that Annotated HP Lovecraft comes in this weekend? x-x;
♌ Finish up math stuff for test next week?
♌ Attempt to figure out what I should write my speech on? (attempt finding speech syllabus)
♌ tag stuff in rp-land
♌ try to not have depressing thoughts?

( If I were a sailor senshi... )

My day was interesting. First class didn't start till...thirty/thirty-five minutes later? The room was locked so we sat in the hall doing nothing. Finally my professor decided we should move into an empty classroom and start class since the police were moving slowly. 8|

Right as he started a girl poked her head in saying that the police arrived and unlocked our door. Second time I've heard one of my professors curse. (He said fuck.)

Music appreciation was fun. Had some time before class started so me and this one guy from my group talk about random things. He asked me something about the clarinet. ffff I forgot, but I remember telling him that it felt awkward being in a music room with stands and no instrument or music in front of me. herpderp I also told him why I sat in the front and to the left. (That's normally where the clarinets are. Or that's where I sat in band.) He seems pretty cool. His name is Martin.

Math was boring. 8| end of story.

Oh! I adventured into the library again on campus. :B this one girl (Maria I think?) from my music appreciation class didn't have the text book yet, so she asked if she could make copies from mine. That was fun. I also found out that we go to the same building afterwords. So whoo walking buddy?

but yeah. That was pretty much how today went. It rained \o/

I had a pop quiz today in English. I was flipping tables man. I hadn't read the Tales of Cthulhu yet, and any of the other things that I was probably supposed to read Monday.

B-BUT I GOT AN 80 ON IT. FOR ANSWERING THREE OUT OF THE FIVE QUESTIONS CORRECTLY. And my professor taking pity on all of us and giving a freebie.

8( I was so stressed out I couldn't even enjoy the Cthulhu movie he showed us afterwords.

Well I'm off to read some chapters of things in Music Appreciation and English. Might tag in between things.

I also have no idea what the hell I'm supposed to read for my Cultural Studies class. 8|||;

My cultural studies proffessor is late again... This is the second time he's done this when I've attended class :|;;

Yesterday sucked horribly. After the tiff I got in with my mom I secluded myself in my room. I only left for food. And to buy one of my textbooks online.

The night got better. Watching superbad made me feel a bit--better. It was stupid, but it made me feel better. Getting Kukai into disco made me happier too.

Skipping classes today (which was actually my dad's idea, go figure right?) Going out to get my books.

And reading the crap I couldn't read.

Also gonna get some things worked out app wise, tag around, update things.

8I My aunt's reading Twilight.

She's the type of person who'll read anything. But her favorite type of literature is stuff written by Jane Austen.

But--I--there are no words.